Into Lily Year

In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful...

Assalamu Alaikum...

I had been planning to deal with this post today. I'm glad I'm dealing with it now. I don't know if this would be the last post for this month or not though. On the 13th of May 2014, Tuesday I dubbed that day as "Lily Birthday". I turned 27 on that day. I took out the garbage on that day.

My brother called our mom's cellular phone on that day. I learned some information about a friend of mine on that day. I had an outing for some Shawarma sandwiches on that day. On the 15th of May 2014, Thursday I visited a friend of mine. My brother called our mom through her cellular phone.

On the 16th of May I dubbed that day as "Double Lily". My brother arrived in JCT on that day. That part is named as "Lily Arrival". That marked the start of my brother's visit here in Jordan. I attended the Friday speech and prayer on that day. I took a shampoo on that day. I clipped my finger nails on that day.

I attended a friend's wedding party on that day. That part is named "Sherwood Srutez Ba". As such Double Lily was a long day for me and it has three names. On the 18th of May I took out the garbage. I paid for the land phone bill on that day. The bathroom got fixed entirely on that day. I can take nice warm baths now.

Yesterday was the 19th of May 2014, Monday. I took out the garbage yesterday. I added money to my bank account yesterday. I had an outing for some Shawarma sandwiches yesterday. I scared the mother car and one of her kittens out the balcony yesterday. I accidentally killed one of the mother cat's kittens in the balcony yesterday.

That was a terrible and extremely painful. I won't get into details about it. I'm thankful that I didn't take any photos of that event. Such event made yesterday the worst day since I turned 27 or while I'm 27. It could be the worst day in my life also. I grieved a lot while it was happening and soon after it was over.

I'm unstable emotionally from that event now. I think I'd remain unstable emotionally like that for some time. It is something I don't want to ever forget. Since I turned 27 I witnessed a friend's wedding party and I witnessed the death of a female kitten. It was the first time I ever witnessed such death.

It had a serious impact on my heart, mind and soul. I got an e-mail from my dad on Lily Birthday. It was only several days later that I read it. I'm still waiting for something indirectly concerning that e-mail. I now know what my dad was going through during these past months.

The title of this post was inspired by entering a "new year" so to speak. The photo at the beginning of this post is the photo of the female kitten that died. It was hours before it died, while it was still alive obviously. It was in the guest room of JCT. This is the first post in Lily Year obviously.

Take care, and assalamu alaikum...

Haircut in Lily May

In the Name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful...

Assalamu Alaikum...

I had been planning to deal with this post earlier this month. That doesn't matter now though. I'm glad I'm dealing with it now. I wanted to deal with some post earlier this month, but I didn't have a title ready. As such it was delayed until today. That doesn't matter now though.

On the 24th of April there was some problems with the toilet. I might have been able to deal with that to some degree I guess perhaps. On the 25th of April 2014, Friday I had a dream I dubbed as "Fading Beauty". On the 26th of April I decided to name Marshall Islands as "Pacific Islands of Marshall".

On the 27th of April 2014, Sunday I had a dream I dubbed as "Traveling Guard". I had an outing for some shopping on that day. On the 28th of April I decided to name Togo as "Behind Land of Togo". I took out the garbage on that day. On the 1st of May 2014, Thursday I had an outing for some bread.

On the 2nd of May I took a shampoo and clipped my finger nails. On the 3rd of May 2014, Saturday my brother called through Skype. On the 6th of May I had an outing for some shopping at Yaser Shopping Center. On the 7th of May 2014, Wednesday I took out the garbage. I exchanged some gas canisters on that day.

I exchanged the gas canister for the stove in the kitchen on that day. We have two full ones and one empty one now. It rained on that day. On the 8th of May it rained. I paid for the electricity bill on that day. I retrieved money from the bank on that day. There was on an electricity outage on that day.

On the 9th of May 2014, Friday my brother called through our mom's cellular phone. On the 10th of May 2014, Saturday I withdrew some money from my bank account. I had an outing to Rashin Park on that day. Yesterday was the 11th of May 2014, Sunday. I had an outing for some shopping yesterday.

I took a haircut and shampoo yesterday. I clipped my finger and some of my toe nails yesterday. Today is the 12th of May. I withdrew some money from my bank account today. I failed in something important today, but that doesn't matter much now. It happened as Allah wanted it to happen.

Tomorrow is my birthday. It would be Lily Birthday and I would be turning 27 insha' Allah. I have some plans for tomorrow. At first it was going to be a boring and lonely birthday. Now it might still be a lonely birthday, but it might not be boring any more. Only Allah knows how it would turn out.

The photo at the beginning of this post is a photo of clouds on Lone Valley Trail on the 8th of May. The title of this post is inspired from the haircut I took yesterday obviously. This is the last post for Racrandi Year. I don't know when the next post would be, but it would be in Lily Year. Take care, and assalamu alaikum...