Farewell White Fur

Assalamu Alaikum...

On the 30th of January 2009, Friday I clipped my finger nails.

It rained on the 1st of February 2009, Sunday.

I took out the garbage; changed the gas canister for the gas heater in the family room, and failed to visit my aunt on the 2nd of February. I formatted C: and installed everything during the night of the 2nd and early morning of the 3rd of February.

I formatted C: and installed everything again on the 4th of February. My older brother from the U.S. called on the land phone on the 4th of February, and it was through him that I was informed that I needed my Jordanian passport. Through that I had decided to get a new one, after reporting the first one. I hadn't talked with my brother, but my mom talked with him.

I retried money from the bank; took a shower and shampoo; formatted C: and installing everything; fasted, and temporarily deactivated my Facebook account on the 5th of February 2009, Thursday. I'm planning to reactivate my Facebook account tomorrow insha' Allah. I had decided on uploading photos of myself and photos I take only onto my Photobucket account from the 6th of February. It would only be on that website that I would upload my photos and no other website, including Facebook; webshots, and deviantART.

The link to it is: http://photobucket.com/greenglade. If anyone is interested in seeing the photos I uploaded, they can check there. I haven't completely uploaded everything for any album of mine on there yet.

A decade passed with King Hussein's death and King Abdullah II becoming king of Jordan on the 7th of February. I clipped my finger and toe nails, and visited my favorite location on that day. I took photos there in my favorite location and there was green grass. Crescent wasn't there.

I finished Ape Escape on the 8th of February 2009, Sunday.

I took out the garbage and finished watching Power Rangers SPD on the 9th of February.

There was Zionist election on the 10th of February 2009, Tuesday. The Zionist foreign minister won with only one seat ahead of Netanyahu. There was rain and hail on that day here in Jordan. Amarito, my little inner child, was restless during the night that he went out into the hail. If I hadn't known better I would have thought it was snow. The internet acted up on the 10th of February 2009, Tuesday more than once. We had around 5 electricity outages on that day, with three being short and two being somewhat long.

I started watching Power Rangers Operation Overdrive on the 11th of February. During the nigh of the 11th of February I checked my mom's cellular phone for my aunt's number and I found out that the last digit of her number was different from what I had on my cellular, so I corrected it.

I formatted C: and installed the necessary software during the early morning of the 12th of February 2009, Thursday.

On the 13th of February 2009, Friday I went to Friday prayer. I shared my prayer rug with another brother. While I was preparing my prayer rug to put it in a position for two to pray on, a young child ran over when I pulled, and the young child tripped. I quickly helped him up to his feet and he started to cry and rushed off. I feel guilty and my legs were shaking while I was praying.

Less than 3 months before my birthday now when I turn 22.

The sister from Gaza with her daughter visited on that day. They were in the guest room. Her parents were killed in Gaza when the roof collapsed on them. Allah had protected her as she was in the market. It seemed really interesting that she seek refuge and help from us. I have a feeling that she might remain in my and my mom's life for quite some time. Her deceased father couldn't walk and was on a wheelchair. Her parents had died during the Zionist aggression on and in Gaza recently. My mom had asked me to help her with the sister in Islam from Gaza, but I had refused. She requested me to help her through communications.

The sister's daughter asked for White Fur, and my mom had told me, and I accepted. White Fur was a gift I got from my dad's camp years ago after I had got into the Science field. White Fur was going to have a new home. The daughter was hesitant to take White Fur, but in the end she took it. It's a gift from me to her. It might make her happy after all she had went through. It makes me feel happy with myself that I made her happy, by giving her White Fur. It was like White Fur was given to me so that I would be able to give it to the daughter. It was like the daughter was White Fur's final destination.

Yesterday was Valentine's Day 2009. Like I had decided before then that I won't wear anything red, and I didn't wear anything red. I changed the gas canister for the stove in the kitchen; cleaned Crescent's vomit in the guest room, and took out the garbage yesterday. The gas canister was the last extra gas canister we had, and now we have three empty ones that need to be replaced. When I cleaned Crescent's vomit from the chair in the guest room, it was like I was removing a last trace of him from the home.

I had an outing for bread today. Take care, and assalamu alaikum...